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'TI SI WHAT TI SI' by Paola Roldán

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Paola Roldán

Published two years before her constitutional victory for the right to die, Paola Roldán’s memoir narrates her journey of self-discovery and of living with ALS, a chronic disease that left her paralyzed and dependent on a respirator. Dedicated to her son and having a spiritual dimension, the 2022 book helped promote Roldán’s plea for self-determination in Ecuador’s religious-political landscape.

'In Love: A Memoir of Love and Loss' by Amy Bloom

Amy Bloom

In her memoir In Love, Amy Bloom recounts the story of her husband’s death at Dignitas, an accompanied suicide organization in Switzerland, after his diagnosis with early-onset Alzheimer’s disease. Woven into Amy’s account of Brian’s illness and death are poignant and darkly funny vignettes of their marriage, and of Amy’s struggle to fulfil Brian’s request for an assisted death.

'After' by Nikki Gemmell

Nikki Gemmell

This memoir by Nikki Gemmell explores her mother Elayn’s unexpected suicide in reaction to chronic pain and the subsequent fallout. Elayn was a member of Exit International and Gemmell’s high-profile story was part of the national conversation on legalising assisted dying in Australia.

'Obituary' by Sathya Dhara Kovac

Sathya Dhara Kovac

In this self-written obituary to her loved ones, Sathya Kovac condemns the societal structures that led to her death by medical assistance in dying on October 3, 2022, at the age of 44. Sathya points not to amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS) as the cause of her death, but rather the lack of supports and services that would have promoted her independence and quality of life.

'Bill C7: An Overview of Available Help' by Jane Shi

Jane Shi

In a 10-word poem entitled ‘Bill C7: An Overview of Available Help’, Jane Shi responds critically to the extension of Canada’s medical assistance in dying regime to include people whose death is not reasonably foreseeable, but who nevertheless have a serious medical condition.

'Ana' blog by Ana Estrada

Ana Estrada

From 2019 to 2024, the personal blog of the psychologist Ana Estrada, typed with the one finger she could move, became a focal point of the debate on assisted dying in Peru. A chronicle of Estrada’s life with polymyositis and in palliative care, the blog supported her successful appeal for the right to die, creating a legal precedent in her country and sparking discussion far beyond.

'Lettre à D. Histoire d’un amour' by André Gorz

André Gorz

The social philosopher André Gorz cared for his ill wife Dorine for two decades. In 2007, they took their own lives together. A year earlier, Gorz had published a narrative public love letter to his wife which was subsequently read by both the media and assisted dying interest groups as a farewell letter and explanation of their motivation for suicide.

'Schlemm' by Nicola Bardola

Nicola Bardola

The elderly spouses Paul and Franca Salamun have decided to die together with the help of an assisted dying organisation. Paul suffers from bladder cancer, Franca is tired of living and does not want to stay behind without her husband. Although their son Luca can understand the decision, it is difficult for him to find a way to emotionally process her death.

'Arbeit und Struktur' by Wolfgang Herrndorf

Wolfgang Herrndorf

After being diagnosed with a malignant brain tumour, Wolfgang Herrndorf began writing a blog in 2010, in which he reflected on how he coped with the illness. Published as a book in 2013 following his suicide by firearm, the text has been interpreted as a forceful advocacy for the right to assisted dying and has been cited in political debates as a powerful plea by supporters of its legalisation.

'SuissID' by Vincent Gerber

Vincent Gerber

Set in Switzerland, in an unspecified future, the company SuissID is active in the field of assisted suicide. Despite a veneer of customer service, the only thing that counts for them is financial success; due care criteria and the protection of life no longer play a role in this dystopian society.

The last words of María Benito

María Benito

After a legal battle to ratify her right to refuse treatment, María Benito had her artificial vital support systems removed and died, becoming the second person in Peru to win a constitutional appeal for the right to die. Benito’s last words, communicated via a device that tracked her eye movements, were first shared on social media and then reported by multiple news sources.

'At His Own Wake, Celebrating Life and the Gift of Death' by Catherine Porter

Catherine Porter

In this New York Times cover story, Catherine Porter recounts the assisted death of John Shields, an activist, environmentalist, and union leader from Vancouver Island. The article appeared shortly before the one-year anniversary of the legalization of medical assistance in dying in Canada and explores how assisted death impacts the rituals surrounding death.

'Del otro lado del jardín' by Carlos Framb

Carlos Framb

After assisting in his mother Luzmila Alzate’s death in 2007 and unsuccessfully attempting suicide, the poet Carlos Framb found himself accused of homicide. This memoir recounts Framb’s legal saga, his relationship with his mother, and defends the right-to-die in the context of Colombia, that had decriminalized euthanasia in 1997 but not yet created guidelines for assisted dying.

'By the Time Your Read This, I’ll Be Dead' by John Hofsess

John Hofsess

In this article, right to die activist John Hofsess reveals that he illegally helped eight people kill themselves from 1999 to 2001, including the Canadian poet Al Purdy. Hofsess portrays himself in a positive light, as a hero of the assisted suicide cause, but a 2022 article by journalist Sandra Martin casts doubt on both his character and motivations.

'Cien cuyes' by Gustavo Rodríguez

Gustavo Rodríguez

Eufrasia Vela cares so well for the affluent elderly in Lima, that they start asking her to assist in their deaths – and the ensuing dilemmas propel Gustavo Rodríguez’s novel ‘Cien cuyes’. Approaching the problem of loneliness in aging societies with humour and without judgement, the novel has sparked debate on assisted dying at the nexus of class, caregiving, and community.

'Mala carne' by Sofía Almiroty

Sofía Almiroty

In Sofía Almiroty’s debut novel, Ariana takes her grandmother Rosa, whose skin is ravaged by a rare cancer, to say goodbye to the town where Rosa grew up; they hope to have enough morphine to keep the pain at bay. Set in Argentina, the novel was published in Spain, where assisted dying has been legal since 2021 – as opposed to Argentina, where it remains a crime.

'Le tout dernier été' by Anne Bert

Anne Bert

French author Anne Bert sees the right to choose her own time of death as a fundamental human right, and this is her story of invoking that right by travelling from France to Belgium to receive an assisted death.

'Lecretia's Choice' by Matt Vickers

Matt Vickers

In this heartfelt memoir, Matt Vickers recounts how he and his wife, prominent lawyer Lecretia Seales who was diagnosed with a brain tumour, fought in the Aotearoa/New Zealand High Court to allow her to choose when she died. Although her case was rejected, Seales’s story influenced subsequent legalisation in the country.

‘The Last Doctor: Lessons in Living from the Front Lines of Medical Assistance in Dying’ by Dr.…

Dr. Jean Marmoreo, Johanna Schneller

Dr. Jean Marmoreo, a family doctor working in Toronto, recounts how she came to provide assisted dying through the stories of seven patients. Co-authored by journalist Johanna Schneller, this memoir explores the challenges that assisted dying practitioners faced following legalization of the procedure in Canada and was a finalist for the 2022 Balsillie Prize for Public Policy.

'La luz difícil' by Tomás González

Tomás González

Suffering unbearable pain after a traffic accident left him paraplegic, Jacobo has decided to die in Oregon, where a doctor is willing to assist him; in the meantime, his Colombian-immigrant parents anxiously await news in NYC. Told from the perspective of the painter David, Jacobo’s ageing father, González’s 2011 novel has sparked discussions about assisted dying in Colombia and beyond.

'A Good Death' by Jason Warick

Jason Warick; CBC News

A Good Death is a profile of Saskatoon artist Jeanette Lodoen before, during, and after her death by medical assistance in dying. She granted CBC News unrestricted access to herself and her family in her final days because she wanted to share what an assisted death is like with families, health professionals, and lawmakers.

'Je ne suis pas un assassin' by Frédéric Chaussoy

Frédéric Chaussoy

Dr Frédéric Chaussoy, the intensivist who made the decision to turn off Vincent Humbert’s life support machine, shares his story in this short, powerful text. Blending a first-person account of the events leading up to Vincent’s death with engaged writing and insights from Chaussoy’s family, the text is an ardent defence of the doctor’s actions and calls France to do better at accompanying death.

'Ma dernière liberté: Journal d’une mort décidée' by Jean-Marie Lorand

Jean-Marie Lorand

This text is a published version of the diary kept by former journalist and parliamentary aide, turned assisted dying activist, Jean-Marie Lorand during the last months of his life. Lorand was an influential figure in public debate and his testimony was shared during the hearings in the Belgian Senate prior to the introduction of the country’s Act on Euthanasia (2002).

'Muttertag' by Ralf Schlatter

Ralf Schlatter

A man takes a walking trip towards his mother’s house to help her to die. During this one-day trip in her direction, he remembers his childhood and his mother, and tries to understand her decision to opt for an assisted death.

'O último abraço' by Vitor Hugo Brandalise

Vitor Hugo Brandalise

In 2014, 74-year-old Nelson Golla complied with his wife Neusa’s request to die; Neusa was 72 and being fed through a nasogastric tube at a nursing home. Nelson hugged his wife and placed a homemade bomb between them, which killed Neusa and hurt him. The case is reconstructed by Vitor Hugo Brandalise in this book-length investigation, which fomented a debate about old age and euthanasia in Brazil.

'Door eigen hand. Zelfmoord en de nabestaanden' by Joost Zwagerman

Joost Zwagerman

In this book of essays and interviews on suicide, writer Joost Zwagerman argues that medically assisted dying for psychological reasons is unwarranted. The author, who took his own life in 2015, has been a prominent voice in Dutch discourse surrounding this issue.

'Ein Mann seiner Zeit' by Roswitha Quadflieg

Roswitha Quadflieg

Roswitha Quadflieg’s novel tells the story of Paul Gärtner who, in his mid-seventies and reliant on a wheelchair after battling cancer, records his life story and advocates for the right to access sodium pentobarbital for those seeking to end their lives on their own. The novel was received with praise from advocacy groups in Germany and Switzerland.

'Dead at Noon' by Gillian Bennett

Gillian Bennett

Gillian Bennett took her own life in 2014, 3 years after being diagnosed with dementia. She posted an open letter online explaining her reasons and hoping to reignite the debate about assisted dying in Canada. The law changed soon after.

‘This is Assisted Dying: A Doctor’s Story of Empowering Patients at the End of Life’ by Stefanie…

Stefanie Green, MD

In this memoir, Dr. Stefanie Green chronicles her first year providing medical assistance in dying (MAID) immediately following the procedure’s legalization in 2016. Dr. Green is one of Canada’s leading MAID providers and is the founding president of the Canadian Association of MAID Assessors and Providers.

'The Easy Way Out' by Steven Amsterdam

Steven Amsterdam

Written by a writer who is also a palliative care nurse, this tragicomic novel examines what life might be like for someone working as a dying assistant if Australia legalised assisted dying. It was published in 2016, just as Australia was beginning to seriously consider legalisation at both the state and federal level.

Goodbye letter by Antonio Cicero

Antonio Cicero

After the Brazilian poet and philosopher Antonio Cicero received a medically assisted death in Switzerland in 2024, multiple news sources reproduced his goodbye letter, in which the writer explains the reasons for ending his life. Cicero’s letter struck a nerve with Brazilian society, revealing the need to discuss the ethics and legality of self-determination in death in Brazil.

'Tanner geht' by Wolfgang Prosinger

Wolfgang Prosinger

51-year-old Ulrich Tanner, who lived in Cologne, suffered from various incurable diseases and took his own life in Switzerland with the help of the organisation Dignitas. Journalist Wolfgang Prosinger accompanied and interviewed Tanner in his last months and wrote a book about his life and his decision to commit assisted suicide.

'Winter in Gloster Huis' by Vonne van der Meer

Vonne van der Meer

In this novel set in 2024, the ‘Done with Life Act’ is law in the Netherlands, permitting assisted suicide for those who consider their lives complete. At the same time, two brothers receive a huge inheritance. One starts a farewell hotel, which facilitates a self-chosen death; the other starts an extended-stay hotel, where people are surrounded by care and attention until their natural passing.

'Je vous demande le droit de mourir' by Vincent Humbert

Vincent Humbert (with Frédéric Veille)

Following a life-changing accident, which left Vincent Humbert paraplegic, blind and mute, the young man decided that he wanted to end his life and wrote to the French President in search of help. This text is his story, one of the most significant in the history of the assisted dying debate in France.

'Intervals' by Marianne Brooker

Marianne Brooker

Having lived with a progressive form of multiple sclerosis for ten years, Marianne Brooker’s mother voluntarily stopped eating and drinking, a legal approximation of assisted dying in the UK. Brooker’s long-form essay about her mother’s decision and her own experience caring for her at the end positions Brooker’s demand for assisted dying options within wider issues of social justice.

'Alisa pokupaet smert'' by Liudmila Ulitskaia

Liudmila Ulitskaia

Alisa, an elderly woman, faces a minor medical incident that prompts her to confront the prospect of dying alone. Determined to retain control over her final chapter, she obtains a bottle of barbiturates from a physician. She then falls in love with and marries him. After his tragic death, she adopts his grandchild, and embarks on a new chapter of her life.

'Dying: A Memoir' by Cory Taylor

Cory Taylor

Written as Cory Taylor was dying, this memoir explores her relationship with death, her perspective on her family and childhood, and her wish, illegal in Australia at the time, that she could have an assisted death with her family present. Media coverage of the book focused on Taylor’s detailed argument for legalisation and her quietly confrontational confession about ordering Nembutal from China.

‘Die Glückssucherin. Warum Margrit Schäppi einen Lebensratgeber schrieb und trotzdem den Freitod…

Margrit Schäppi and Matthias Ackeret

The book is a life advisor written by 81-year-old Margrit Schäppi based on her own life story. Before publication, she took her life with the aid of a Swiss assisted suicide organisation. This prompted Matthias Ackeret not only to arrange for it to be published, but also to write an epilogue in which he harshly criticises the Swiss assisted suicide model.

'Liebe bis in den Tod' by Barbara Bronnen

Barbara Bronnen

Emmanuel and Käthe Forster have been married for decades when Käthe asks her husband to help her die because she can no longer bear her life due to various diseases. Forster kills her with a shot to the head, but cannot bring himself to take his own life afterwards as planned. He has to stand trial for manslaughter, but Judge Joos releases him with a lenient sentence.

'Dies Irae' by Danièle Saint-Bois

Danièle Saint-Bois

Following two extremely difficult years suffering with cancer, artist Alicia D. decides she wants to end her life. With the help of her doctor and a nurse, who is also a love interest, Alicia receives an actively hastened death, beyond the provisions of the 2005 Leonetti Law.

Facebook posts and livestreams by Fu Ta-Jen and Fu Chun-Hao

Fu Ta-Jen, Fu Chun-Hao

Taiwanese broadcaster Fu Ta-Jen, diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, chose to have a physician-assisted death in Switzerland on June 7, 2018, with witnesses present. While there is no existing law regarding assisted dying in Taiwan, his decision sparked societal debate on the right to die, largely fueled by his continuous advocacy on Facebook.